These last few months have been a blur. Gulping down cups of caffeine to stay awake. Conforming to sweatpants living. Stepping on the scale to see numbers I’ve never identified with. Beating myself up for getting a C in English followed by an F in Biology.
Tag: prayer
Becoming A Daughter ( Father Less)
“Home is in my presence” Those five words pierced my life forever. You want to know why? Because my entire life I longed to feel at home.
Confessions From A Bad Friend
God has a way repurposing our mistakes to make something amazing. So here it goes I was a “BAD FRIEND”. Maybe the title alone brought you to read this post. Or maybe your like me made mistakes and hurt people you deeply love. Here some tips I learned on how to move forward and how…
From Unstable to Committed.
Growing up the only consistency was inconsistency life was chaotic. I had no idea of what discipline was all I knew was conditional love and inconsistency. God always has a plan for restoration. God is always teaching things we have missed in my childhood. So if you are someone who missed out on certain things God will…
Clinginess and Fake Id’s
Before God began processing me I was extremely clingy. If you would like to know just read my post The Confessions Of A Needy Friend.Children are clingy because they are in need of knowing their safety, love and affection is secure. Once they are secure in these areas they begin to adventure into independence. What do…
Breaking Down Stone Cold Walls
New York City building lights are beautiful but when you live in an gated community called “ I’ll never let anyone hurt me again” its hard to see anything hopeful. Trust me this isn’t a sappy post but an exciting one because I’m sharing about moving to a new place in my life called” ” No barriers No Limits, No…
Foster Care: When Going Back Home Isn’t an Option
Within a matter of seconds, my life changed when I entered Foster Care. It was kind of like being put on a TV show given your lines right as they said ” Were Live” no time for rehearsal.
Moving From Behind the Shadow
Processes aren’t easy. I knew God was doing something massive when he began to pull the false identities from under me like a rug. It started when I looked in the mirror and couldn’t identify the person who was looking back at me. I tried to play it off by saying maybe it’s the new…
My Love Awaits You
I started writing this post back in August and felt inspired to name it ” Get Your Own Love” but as I complete this post I heard the lord whisper ” My Love Awaits You”.So many of us are among God but we don’t know him intimately. God has a special package of LOVE waiting for…
Walking Away From People Pleasing for Good
People pleasing is an inner battle without a face. It walks around unnoticed and gets mistaken a lot of times for selflessness. In reality, people pleasing is rejecting our own needs to doing something just to avoid conflict or to make someone happy. Many kids in foster care become people pleaser out of the fear of…