Undone Can I tell my story without being dismissed as a victim, without being told my pain is just a mindset I need to change? Or being told that was the past yet I feel like I’m constantly running circles to even see the future Many times I’m sitting around tables. With people while I…
Tag: Life
Paper + Pen God’s Very Gift To Me [Poetry Series]
Five-year-old me could be found during playtime, writing stories. I believe I was destined to be a writer at a very young age. God’s very gift to me was paper and pen. Writing saved my life; it safely released the toxin inside of me. At 34 years old, I’m never without a notebook. Writing allows…
Overcoming Daddy Issues & Receiving God As A Loving Father
Talking about how Daddy issues affect our child parent relationship with God.
Listen: I Was A Guest On The Forgotten Podcast ( Totally A Big DEAL!)
You ever listen to a podcast and say Someday I would love to be on that Podcast” Well for years its been a dream of mine to be on The Forgotten Podcast. This podcast was the first Foster Care Related Podcast I ever downloaded. It was love at the 5th episode. By the 5th show, I…
Drinking From The Well Devotional: From PremadeWorship to Homemade Worship
You ever eat something premade and you know it tastes better homemade but; it’s convenient to pick it up to keep moving? Sometimes we have the same approach with worshipping God. We just turn on Youtube and start singing. But what if we made homemade worship? Kind of like finding your own words to express…
Drinking From The Well Devotional: Distracted At The Well
Most of us are unaware we are distracted at the well. We feel because we arrived at the location of the well’ we are connected with God. But in reality, we are farther than we think. We are disconnected and disengaged. Our bellies are full but our souls are empty.
Drinking From The Well Devotional (I’m Not 100% Okay)
I wouldn’t say it was the project I was trying to finish before New Year’s welcomed its self in; which led to the emotional breakdown. It was a snowball effect building its strength to roll down the hill. The snow started with the passing of my adoptive Father who molested me for many years ….
Spiritual manipulation PT3: Opening Your Eyes And Seeing TRUTH
It’s the people we cried on their shoulders, the ones who lifted us up when we felt nothing else mattered. We opened our hearts and built trust with. Spiritual Manipulation can be tough to detect. Most of the time it’s done by people we love or have built reports with. It’s not always done maliciously…
Spiritual manipulation PT2: Learning The Voice Of God
It was breathtaking exploring the people, food, and culture of Greece. A few years ago a teacher gifted me the gift of a trip to Greece. Yup you heard correctly Greece. Along the journey of touring, I bumped into a few language barriers. This stirred up feelings of discomfort, fear, lack of direction, hunger, and…
December Monthly Devotional: Ripping God Out Of The Box
Happy December! and Happy Last Month of the Year. Don’t put God in a box. Let him excite you and surprise you. I woke up at 3am with a song on my heart made by God. I wish you could hear the melody of the song or maybe you can just make your own. Well,…
Refined Treasures 