Undone Can I tell my story without being dismissed as a victim, without being told my pain is just a mindset I need to change? Or being told that was the past yet I feel like I’m constantly running circles to even see the future Many times I’m sitting around tables. With people while I…
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Paper + Pen God’s Very Gift To Me [Poetry Series]
Five-year-old me could be found during playtime, writing stories. I believe I was destined to be a writer at a very young age. God’s very gift to me was paper and pen. Writing saved my life; it safely released the toxin inside of me. At 34 years old, I’m never without a notebook. Writing allows…
Overcoming Daddy Issues & Receiving God As A Loving Father
Talking about how Daddy issues affect our child parent relationship with God.
Healing From Childhood Rejection
Two symmetrical puffy pigtails hanging upside down. Wrapping my string bean legs around the light green rusty monkey bars felt so daring. I felt like I was on top of the world. But; always brought back down with the overwhelming feelings of not making friends. I looked like my peers, talked like my peers but;…
Listen: I Was A Guest On The Forgotten Podcast ( Totally A Big DEAL!)
You ever listen to a podcast and say Someday I would love to be on that Podcast” Well for years its been a dream of mine to be on The Forgotten Podcast. This podcast was the first Foster Care Related Podcast I ever downloaded. It was love at the 5th episode. By the 5th show, I…
Drinking From The Well Devotional: From PremadeWorship to Homemade Worship
You ever eat something premade and you know it tastes better homemade but; it’s convenient to pick it up to keep moving? Sometimes we have the same approach with worshipping God. We just turn on Youtube and start singing. But what if we made homemade worship? Kind of like finding your own words to express…
Overcoming: Character Flaws We Picked Up From Childhood Trauma
Yup, your girl was having a conversation and smack dab in mid-sentence heard “you’re being manipulative”. Of course, like any normal person would; I slowly looked around the room like who me God? Your favorite child no. (Jk Jk) Let me tell you only God can interrupt you mid-sentence to correct you without leaving condemnation…
Drinking From The Well Devotional (I’m Not 100% Okay)
I wouldn’t say it was the project I was trying to finish before New Year’s welcomed its self in; which led to the emotional breakdown. It was a snowball effect building its strength to roll down the hill. The snow started with the passing of my adoptive Father who molested me for many years ….
Spiritual Manipulation PT4: Getting BACK UP
This road is pretty new to me of healing from spiritual manipulation. Its a journey with bumps, curves and steep hills. Being manipulated builds a wall to strive to never be hurt again. But this mentality locks us out of the good life God has in store for us. It places us in a waiting…
Spiritual manipulation PT2: Learning The Voice Of God
It was breathtaking exploring the people, food, and culture of Greece. A few years ago a teacher gifted me the gift of a trip to Greece. Yup you heard correctly Greece. Along the journey of touring, I bumped into a few language barriers. This stirred up feelings of discomfort, fear, lack of direction, hunger, and…
Refined Treasures 